08 August 2008

Farmer's Market Find: Kohlrabi

In an attempt to 1) be healthier, 2) be more frugal, 3) support local agriculture, and 4) be more adventurous in my cooking and eating, I decided that every time I go to the Farmer's Market, I will buy one type of produce that I have little to no experience with. One of the first things that I tackled was kohlrabi., whose name comes from the German words kohl - meaning "cabbage" - and rabi meaning "turnip."  Around here, its peak season is late spring to early summer, and it comes in both green and purple varieties. If you've ever seen this at all (I hadn't before this summer), you might be used to seeing this cousin of the cabbage without its green leaves, leaving behind a sputnik-shaped root. 

If you are like me, it's always exciting when you can get more bang for your buck with two or more preparations out of a single item. Try to find kohlrabi with unwilted green leaves intact (same goes for beets, to be profiled soon). The leaves can be prepared just as you would any leafy greens such as swiss chard or kale.  I thought that I'd do some thing a little different than a plain braise or sautee, and I was looking to use up some miscellaneous veggies I had in the fridge. I was inspired by kohlrabi's cabbage roots (get it, like origins...except it is a root...hmm, maybe not such a good pun) and decided to use the kohlrabi greens as a substitute for cabbage in pancit guisado  (Filipino pan-fried noodles). This is a pretty easy dish to throw together with whatever veggies you have on hand that will give some texture and color appeal. Traditionally, it's got cabbage, carrots, beans or snow peas. My measurements are inexact because I literally threw this together. But I'll do my best to give you a ballpark recipe (see the end of this post).
 
As for the kohlrabi bulb, this can be eaten and prepared as you would broccoli stems or radishes. The crisp texture and flavor is similar, even a bit sweeter. Recipes I came across suggested eating them raw in salads or slaws, steamed, pickled, or boiled. I decided to improvise a curry flavored slaw, adapting a recipe for a yogurt-based slaw.  In the interest of trying to be healthy, I used lowfat yogurt as a dressing. But I'm sure you could use full-fat yogurt or mayonnaise and it'd probably be a tad more tasty.

Overall, I'd say that despite lacking robust flavor, I do quite enjoy the crisp, clean texture of raw kohlrabi root. It's something I could snack on by itself. Save for the fiber in the root, the leafy greens seem to be where the nutrition is at. The kohlrabi was pretty cheap at the Market ($1 for a bunch of 3) and generated quite a quantity of food, so it is a good bargain. I just might buy some again in the future. At the very least, I would be able to introduce some friends to a new veggie!

Pancit Guisado
Serves 8ish
  • 2 chicken breasts, cut into 1-2 inch slices
  • 1 large onion, sliced
  • 3 cloves garlic, sliced
  • 2-3 carrots, julienned
  • 2 cups green beans, sliced at an angle in 1/2 inch pieces
  • 3 stalks celery, sliced at an angle in 1/8 inch pieces
  • 3 stalks green onion, sliced at an angle in 1-2 inch pieces
  • 3 cups kohlrabi greens (or cabbage), sliced at an angle in 1/2 inch pieces 
  • 1 package rice stick noodles (Filipinos like the brand called Excellent; try to find the kind that are made from rice flour, not cornstarch...which can get mushy)
  • 1-2 cans chicken broth (optional)
  • Soy sauce, oyster sauce to taste
  • Salt, pepper, garlic powder
  • Olive oil
  • Annatto seed powder (optional, I didn't use it in this pic)
1) Soak the rice stick noodles in warm water for about 5 minutes to get them pliable. Drain and set aside.
2) In a large pan (like a wok), saute the garlic, then the onions in 2 T or so oil.
3) Add chicken. Season with salt, pepper, garlic powder, and 1 T. oyster sauce.
4) Saute green beans, carrots, celery, and kohlrabi greens/cabbage. You want the veggies to be crisp and slightly undercooked because they will continue to cook in the next steps. If you feel that they're too done, then remove them from the pan and set aside.
5) Add the rice noodles, which should still be a little tough and cooked more after adding chicken broth (water with chicken boullion will do in a pinch), 1/2-1 cup at a time. You're trying to cook the noodles and get them to a consistency that is pliable but not mushy/overcooked. 
6) If you took out the veggies/chicken mixture, return it to the noodles. Add green onions. Season the mixture with soy sauce and oyster sauce. Annatto seed can be dissolved in some water and added to this to give it a nice pale orange color (more appetizing).

Curry Yogurt Kohlrabi Slaw
Makes about 4 cups slaw
  • 3 kohlrabi bulbs, peeled and julienned
  • 1 large to medium carrot, julienned
  • 1/2 cup red onion, thinly sliced
  • 3/4-1 cup plain yogurt
  • 1 T. curry powder
  • 1-2 T. cider vinegar
  • 1/2 T. sugar
  • 1/4 cup raisins
  • 1/4 cup chopped walnut
  • 1/2 cup chopped cilantro
  • Salt and pepper
Mix together kohlrabi, carrot, onion. Season with salt and pepper. In a small bowl, mix yogurt with curry powder. Add vinegar and sugar. Taste and adjust accordingly. Add yogurt mixture to veggies. Add raisins, walnuts, and cilantro. Toss until all ingredients are well combined. Warning: yogurt dressings will get watery when left alone. So you might have to drain before serving.

31 July 2008

Some blogs for the foodies

I've been quite uninspired as of late, but also feel the urge to blog about *something.* So I'm going to cheat and showcase a few friends who are much more dedicated, awesome food writers/bloggers than I! Prepare to drool...

Amuses Bouche - This is my homegirl Susannah's food blog. She always has a thoughtful, journalistic approach to her posts. Which is apropos because she is a journalist by training and most recently scored her DREAM JOB of food writing for...

YumSugar.com - Yay! Susannah writes for this food-related arm of the Sugar Network under the handle "YumSugar." Check it out, leave comments!

Inuyaki - My buddy Arnold's food blog. There are few people in the world who have the same love of food as Arnold. It shows in his writing about bringing fine dining to home cooking (he's practically a sous vide master), comprehensive and discerning restaurant reviews, and his holy-shit-that's-obsession Ad Hoc archive, which keeps track of every. single. menu. from Thomas Keller's Yountville restaurant since September 2007.  (I've eaten there thrice and still dream of the day I return).

Psych and the Kitchen - A totally awesome and educational blog from my friend, T., who is generous enough with her time to chronicle her experiences as she pursues culinary school (in addition to her full-time job as a school psychologist!). I freely admit that I am JEALOUS. 

. . . 

And a couple of blogs from people I wish were my friends...

Burnt Lumpia - I love, love, love this food blog from a Filipino American dude in LA who is exploring his culinary roots with interpretations and experimentations based on classic Filipino dishes and ingredients (um, Duck Adobo Confit!), plus other yummy musings. 

Cupcake Bakeshop by Chockylit - Best freakin' cupcake blog out there. Sadly, the author (I think she's in SF and some kind of engineer by training) has decided to stop blogging but will keep the site up. Which is good for us because the woman is talented. Her recipes are creative, sophisticated, and accessible to the home baker. 

Hope you liked some of these links...I'm on a hunt for my camera charger so that I can upload some pictures of my recent beet obsession. Stay tuned!

04 July 2008

bits and pieces

Happy 4th of July!

This post is an attempt to keep my promise to my one devoted reader (Hi Paul!) to be a better blogger. You'd think with all this "free" time in the summer and being home in the Chicago burbs for the week would get me to blog more.  Because it's 2am, I am short on insight and patience to write a more coherent post so here are some random tidbits for ya:
  • Fireworks displays should be set to classical music, not crappy contemporary radio rock. Just got home from the annual July 3rd fireworks on Lake Michigan with some high school friends....There's just something not quite right about watching fireworks with Bon Jovi playing in the background.
  • I miss my grandma. Last Friday, June 27th, was what would have been her 96th birthday. It's so hard to believe that she's been gone for a year and a half. My family had a little gathering over the weekend during which there was lots and lots of food and memories shared. The fireworks tonight made me miss her even more because we used to watch the BG fireworks on Memorial Day from our front window and doorway. I hope I never forget how Inang's face would light up with every explosion.
  • I'm kind of proud of myself because today was my first 3-mile run - and I didn't die! In fact, I didn't even walk! For the last 5 weeks, I've been running and it's so amazing to be able to notice a real difference in my endurance. The greatest miracle of all - I am actually liking running! This is really a huge thing for me, considering I used to say that my own personal version of Hell would consist of me running forever.
  • My brother, Walter, is running for a seat on the Champaign County Board under the Green Party. He is very passionate about local issues and wants to bring a fresh voice to the table. I hope that you can take some time to check out his website http://www.votewalter.org and consider making a donation to his cause.
It's off to bed before Part 1 of 2 in the next installment of Weddingpalooza...Christine and Brian's wedding. Check out their website because it is the most freaking amazing wedding website I have ever seen. http://www.christineandbrian.org - Yes, dot org, bitches~!

12 June 2008

mastering the (re)mix: now with links and complete track list!

Over the weekend, I spent 14+ hours driving to Chicago. Though the drive can sometimes get monotonous, other times I find the lush, green linear route up 90/94 to be meditative. I let my mind wander. I let my mind go blank. And of course, the music playing sets the tone. This time, it unintentionally ended up as a revisiting of past music mixes that I have received and made over the years. Although I am a little too young to have fully experienced the mixtape culture, I have always loved the art of the mix (coincidentally the name of this website called Art of the Mix that is a community in which people post and rate each others' mixes). Your mix is an artifact, a time capsule for your current feelings, thoughts, and preferences. It can also help introduce the listener to a particular genre, artist, musical movement. For example, the Ken Burns's Jazz: The Story of American Music provided me with a wonderful entree into this diverse genre. Personally, I haven't made nor received too many didactic mixes, save for a nice Aimee Mann mix I should really bust out again.

As I was going through my cassettes from home, I came across my first mixtape ever from 1994. I made it in the sixth grade and a good chunk of its contents were hardly appropriate for a 12 year old - most of Salt 'n Pepa's Very Necessary album, some Snoop Dogg (Gin and Juice), and Warren G. Not surprising that this around the time I was hitting puberty and teenage rebellion. As I was home this weekend, I found another mix I made that captured my teen angst and depression (Alanis Morissette, Fiona Apple).  Another was a compilation of awful, mushy songs (Savage Garden? Oh dear.) that was a soundtrack to the romantic life that I created in my head. Creating a mix out of bits and pieces of music was a mode of expression in itself, albeit a vicarious one.  

Then there were the mixes that I made for others and that others made for me. Honestly, there are few greater simple gifts than a thoughtful mix CD.  I love finding the inside jokes, decoding the subtext, analyzing this rare earnest glimpse into the soul of the creator. Listening to the mix that I made at the age of 16 as a six-month anniversary gift, which narrated the course of our relationship, effectively transported me back to those more naive days of young love. I had to skip over some tracks because it was just too hard to listen to them. And then there were tracks that I had even forgotten why I had included them. I wondered if it was because it was simply a poor song choice (lack of attachment, meaning) or if I had changed so much that I simply do not remember.

Listening to all these mixes got me to thinking about the whole idea that there are "rules" for making a good mix. Anyone who has seen High Fidelity or read the novel by Nick Hornby knows what I'm talking about. A quote:
To me, making a tape is like writing a letter — there's a lot of erasing and rethinking and starting again. A good compilation tape, like breaking up, is hard to do. You've got to kick off with a corker, to hold the attention (I started with "Got to Get You Off My Mind", but then realized that she might not get any further than track one, side one if I delivered what she wanted straightaway, so I buried it in the middle of side two), and then you've got to up it a notch, or cool it a notch, and you can't have white music and black music together, unless the white music sounds like black music, and you can't have two tracks by the same artist side by side, unless you've done the whole thing in pairs and...oh, there are loads of rules.
Though I am not a strict adherent to all these rules, they're one way to think about the structure and flow of your mix. Here are some other tips that I've come up with regarding its content:
  • Avoid novelty songs. Ideally, the entire album should be listenable. Even if you share some hilarious inside joke about male genitalia, no one really wants to listen to AC/DC's "Big Balls." 
  • Seriously doubting whether the song fits? Whether it sends the wrong message? Ditch it. 
  • Try to avoid songs you truly adore if you are making this for a current love interest or the mix has a particularly romantic theme. If things go sour or the mere thought of that relationship becomes uncomfortable, that song will never be the same to you again. You will kick yourself for creating that association. Call it selfish if you want, but unless you can do some kind of memory rewriting a la Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, then I'm never giving up "My Cherie Amour" by Stevie Wonder.
  • Think about what the other person would want to hear. Yes, much of the joy is in creating that perfect mix that captures exactly the essence of how you feel at that moment in time, but remember that it is still a gift. And what's the use of a gift that is not fully appreciated by its recipient! That 6-month anniversary mix I made was much too self-induglent. I doubt that he ever listened to it after I gave it to him. He, on the other hand, was really good at making mixes. One Valentine's mix was filled with quirky songs from bands that we both liked (Magnetic Fields' "A Chicken with its Head Cut Off") and versions of songs that I didn't even know existed (Johnny Cash and Fiona Apple cover "Bridge Over Troubled Water"), and I can still listen to the whole CD the whole way through.  
Thanks to everyone who has ever made me a mix! I cherish them dearly, being the sentimental hack that I am. If you were to make a mix for your life right now, what would be on it? I have been thinking about making a soundtrack for the Summer of Steph...

06 June 2008

Summer of Steph


Besides the usual free pass from a world of adult responsibility, grad students have it good because we get "summer breaks." The quotations are in place because we're never really idle...most of us are working on the research that we didn't have time to fully devote our time to over the school year (esp for us counseling psych folks...hello, 14 credits of classes every semester!). I was fortunate to secure a research fellowship for the summer to work on an independent project, without the pressure of having to find a job so that I can spend my un-school time doing things that usually cost money (sigh). In case you're wondering, my research project is utilizing a data set of 3 cohorts of incoming first years, mostly students of color. In a nutshell, I'm interested in the different types of discrimination reported by Asian American vs. Black/African Americans and whether these differences predict outcomes such as well-being, GPA, and retention differentially. It is predicted by past research and some theory that Asian Americans would uniquely report more "perpetual foreigner" type of discrimination (e.g., people question your citizenship status), as opposed to discrimination that connotes inferiority. Anyway, that's what my proposal was for....but in actuality, I am going to have to take some steps back and learn some more stats like factor analysis (does anyone know if you can do dichotomous factor analysis on SPSS?) and reading up on the literature. It sounds like a lot of work, but I'm actually really excited to have most of my time devoted to getting dirty with the data (*resisting bad joke*).

The project will take up most of my time during the weekdays, but then I am FREEEEEEE!!! And how wonderful it is. I've already shared my declaration with some of you that this is the "Summer of Steph." This should not be confused with the disastrous "Summer of George."

[ Apparently someone/YouTube didn't like me embedding their Seinfeld clip on my page, so just YouTube "Summer of George" yourself. Heh, brings on a chuckle every time.] 

What does that mean exactly? Well, I feel like I am finally in a more stable place and ready to get my shit together. That means taking care of myself - mind, body, and soul. I'm trying to do things that I love and make me happy, like...
  • Spending time outdoors riding my bike or running round/checking out the nearby lakes. That's a pic of Lake of the Isles above, just blocks away from my apt.
  • Speaking of running...aiming to train for a 5K w/ some friends in Sept (there were some delusions about training for the 10-mile but then I realized that it's probably a good idea to be able to run at least 3 miles at a time without wanting to die).
  • Hitting up the farmer's market.
  • Tending to my new mini-garden! (See pic below) Consisting of lemon basil, thai basil, sweet basil, winter thyme, rosemary, and chives...and a little tomato plant that does well in compact spaces. 
  • Reading for pleasure (what a CONCEPT!). I'm currently in the middle of an inspiring short book, If You Want to Write by Brenda Ueland, which I'll have to blog about later. Also STILL reading Omnivore's Dilemma. Started rereading Pedagogy of the Oppressed. Hopefully get in some fiction by way of Love in the Time of Cholera and whatever else my short-attention span can handle.
  • More cooking. More cupcakes. 
  • Painting my apartment.
  • Writing in my journal. 
  • Outdoor summer music concerts and festivals.
  • Breaking out the sewing machine!
  • Happy hours.
  • Spending time with the new friends I have made this year. Making even newer friends. Connecting with old friends.
  • Finding an organization that I can devote some time to.
  • Convincing my parents to buy me a Magic Mic so that I can karaoke in my living room.
  • Learning more about likes, my values, my opinions....myself in general.
  • Overall, being a growing, positive, confident, happy person! (*Cue the rainbows and sunshine*).

Throw in there FIVE, count em, FIVE weddings to attend and some random trips home...and that's a very full summer! No pressure to get it all done, and I'm content to just enjoy my summer moment-by-moment. I would hate to be in the midst of next year's madness (uh 3 classes + 17 hours at clinical practicum + research) and wish that I had made more out of my summer.

27 May 2008

Reflections on Year 1

Hello Friends,

I survived Year 1 of my doctoral program! Though lacking in major travails or triumphs, it was nonetheless a year of adjustment and growth - socially, personally, academically. Just the other day, I realized that Minneapolis is the 5th city I have lived in the last 4 years (Evanston/Chicago, NYC, Boston, SF, Mpls). It has taken some getting used to the idea that I really am going to be here for the next four (or more?) years, but I am so relieved to feel like I can start to call a place home (though I still refuse to fork over my Illinois driver's license for a Minnesota one). Some of the most difficult adjustments have been personal - moving to a city where I knew literally one person, dealing with the loss of loved ones and relationships (including being single for the first time in my adult life, yikes), battling doubts of self-efficacy -which have definitely impacted my adjustment academically. There have been times that I doubted my choices leading me to this point. But ultimately, I prefer to strive towards growth, which is often preceded by discomfort and sacrifice (If only I could translate that to my exercise and nutrition life). I like to think of myself as living trial-by-error, always accumulating life lessons along the way.

I've already learned a few things thus far. I remember my advisor telling a group of us in September was that his advisor told him that, "You gotta fuck up at some point." Or at least it was something like that. I had a situation that I really felt like I fucked up this year, but I learned that it wasn't the end of the world. I learned about what I need to work on in the future and that it's better to ask for help than to fester in anxiety and self-doubt. Recently, I even began to see a narrative therapist (I will freely admit and do not want to perpetuate the stigma of counseling/therapy) who is helping me to better understand my relationship to Procrastination. But that's a whole 'nother topic for another time.

On a similar note, I learned that I need to develop my own set of standards for self-evaluation. Sometimes you want to know exactly what your professor or advisor is thinking of you so that you can see where you stand. But it is rare that they will offer the kind of validation that will vanquish the "Impostor Monster" (yes, I just made that up). In absence of that affirmation, I then turn to comparing myself to my peers. Well, that is certainly useless and further anxiety provoking because we all come from different places, do different things, and are dealing with different issues. Looks like I just gotta figure this stuff out for myself! That's probably one of the hardest things to accomplish, and I'm sure that I'll be working on it continually.

From the beginning, they tell you here, "No one is going to hold your hand." And that is true in a lot of ways; graduate school is an exercise in individualism and self-determination. That definitely runs counter to my personal living and learning style, but it is the reality of the academic world. I am continuously working to find a balance between those expectations and my own sense of being. As I look back, I realize that I need to be willing to be uncomfortable in order to learn valuable lessons, and this does not necessarily mean having to do everything alone. I am grateful for the tremendous support of my family, friends, and cohort who help me achieve my individual goals, even if they can't give me the answers or write my research proposals.

This first year in Minneapolis was like learning to crawl in many respects. I'm hoping that I can take the summer to gain the strength and courage to get on my own two feet and walk...hopefully by this time next year, I will have a gait of confidence, and within a few years, running without abandon (sorry, I love cheesy metaphors!).

17 May 2008

On the Schmap



This photo I took of the Ferry Building in San Francisco was chosen for the digitial travel guide Schmap.com...if you click on the Ferry Building Marketplace link, you can scroll through the pictures and find mine!

03 May 2008

hacker updates

I sent the fake-Jon an email saying that I knew he was not the REAL Jon, that I had reported them to Gmail and would not hesitate to contact the Internet Crime Committee (ok that's not the name, but close enough). He did not write back, so hopefully s/he's moved on to another victim for identity theft. Wait, I mean...I hope they get caught.

27 April 2008

The Problem

(from the tag of the reusable grocery bag I got for $0.99 at the Wedge, www.1BagataTime.com)

14 Plastic Bags

contain enough petroleum to drive a car a mile.

380 billion plastic bags

or wraps are thrown away in the US each year

Making a paper bag emits 

70% more global warming gases

than making a plastic bag.

0 paper bags biodegrade 

in landfills due to a lack of oxygen.

Cities spend up to 

17 cents per bag in disposal costs,

wasting millions of tax dollars.

22 April 2008

More racist baloney.

Well, I guess I was slow on the train over the racist Cubs shirt. The Cubs pulled it, even though it was still a huge seller and probably floating around as a commemorative item. In more racist BS news, my friend pointed me to this article from the Washington Post about some guy who owns a restaurant named Chink's Steaks in the Philadelphia area. 
The restaurant was opened by Samuel Sherman, who was nicknamed "Chink" as a child because of his supposedly slanted, Asian-looking eyes. "Nobody ever called him Sam," said Groh, who started working at the eatery at age 15 and later bought it after Sherman died. "That was his name from the age of 6."

Surprise that White dude doesn't see anything wrong with a restaurant that is basically the equivalent of naming it "N--ger's." YES, it is that bad. The racial slur carries the weight of a history of oppression, so much so that I actually have a friend trying to take the word back. But that's a whole 'nother topic.

For those who want more to be angry about, this is a great blog: http://www.angryasianman.com

Okay, I can't deal with any more stupidity this morning. My blood pressure can't take any more of this (Did you know that research shows a link between perceptions of racism/discrimination and hypertension???). I gotta get back to work. Writing about discrimination. Sigh.

(Some) Cubs fans are racist. Big effing surprise.

Some racist moron is selling unlicensed shirts that bear the image on the right (photo credit: Richard A. Chapman/Sun-Times), with a slant-eyed bear, big Harry Carey/nerdy glasses, and some stereotypical Chinese font with the words "Horry Kow" (that's supposed to be "holy cow" in a horrible Chinese accent). The shirt is meant to celebrate (/sarcasm) the addition of Japanese player, Kosuke Fukodome, to the Chicago Cubs. This article from the Sun-Times is full of hilarious reporting, revealing just how unbelievably ignorant and racist some people are in Chicago. The best is when the vendor points out that he sold the shirt to an Asian woman., to which the Asian woman replies, ''I bought it for my mom, who has a collection of racist images of Asian Americans.''

I thought Fukudome's response was very interesting:
''I knew I was coming to a different country, so I expected something like this,'' he said. ''Maybe not necessarily racial, but that anybody could take any context of my words and degrade me if they wanted to. But if I make a big deal out of it, it's not going to benefit me, so I'm not going to make a big deal of it.''

My friend from Japan remarked that this is a very typical response for Japanese culture. The cultural values prescribe not making a fuss, for that only dignifies the transgression. Unfortunately, I do not have that strength of will. I can't keep it to myself when I'm annoyed.

THAT SHIT IS SO BLATANTLY RACIST, AND IT IS NOT FUNNY.


When I asked a friend if this would happen with the Chicago White Sox, he astutely pointed out, "The Sox already had a few Japanese players, and I don't remember any stupid ass shit like that. Also you don't see that stupid shit with the Red Sox (who have Daisuke Matsuzaka) or the Yankees (who have Hideki Matsui). I.e., Cubs fans are the most racist in the U.S."

WORD.

20 April 2008

bucatini all'amatriciana

Food is one of the things I have very low impulse control over. Yesterday, I caught my foodie friend Arnold's blog and was chatting to him about one of his favorite Italian dishes, pasta all'amatriciana. It looked and sounded so delicious that I had to go out and get the ingredients to make it! Conveniently, my friend and I were going to get dinner in St. Paul, so we stopped by Cosetta's, an Italian deli/grocery/eatery. There, I picked up some pancetta (basically Italian bacon), perciatelli (aka bucatini, which is like a thick spaghetti tube w/ a hole in the middle), and a frozen pizza for a lazy dinner sometime in the future. Arnold pointed me to a version of the dish from Mario Batali's restaurant Babbo in NYC (pictured at left).

My take on the dish is pictured at right. From start to finish, including making the basic sauce, it took 2 hours...maybe I'm slow. I thought it came out delicious! The bucatini noodles, when al dente, are amazing! They remind me of thick Cantonese noodles with their perfect chewiness, "qq." I probably went a little nuts w/ the red pepper flakes, so I recommend sticking to the recipe's 1.5 tsps. I'd also recommend adding a little more sauce if it looks dry (like mine does in the pic). This makes way too much for one person, so I'll be sharing it w/ my cohort for lunch tomorrow. Here's the recipe for you to try this out yourself. It's SUPER easy and proves how sometimes the most delicious dishes are sublimely simple.

Babbo's Bucatini all'Amatriciana
Serves 4
¾ pound guanciale, or pancetta, thinly sliced (if you can ask the deli person to slice it very thin, that's best)
3 garlic cloves
1 red onion, halved and sliced ½-inch thick
1 ½ teaspoons hot red pepper flakes
Kosher salt and freshly ground black pepper, to taste
1 ½ cups basic tomato sauce (see recipe below)
1 pound bucatini (may be called perciatelli; if you can't find that, you can sub spaghetti)
1 bunch of flat-leaf parsley, leaves only
Pecorino Romano, for grating

1. Bring 6  quarts of water to a boil and add 2 tablespoons of salt.

2. Place the guanciale/pancetta slices in a 12- to 14-inch sauté pan in a single layer and cook over medium-low heat until most of the fat has been rendered from the meat, turning occasionally. 

3. Remove the meat to a plate lined with paper towels and discard some of the fat, leaving enough to coat the garlic, onion and red pepper flakes (note: I didn't have to discard any b/c the pancetta was pretty lean). Return the meat to the pan and cook over medium-high heat for 5 minutes, or until the onions, garlic and guanciale are light golden brown. Season with salt and pepper, add the tomato sauce, reduce the heat, and simmer for 10 minutes.

4. Cook the bucatini in the boiling water according to the package directions, until al dente. Drain the pasta and add it to the simmering sauce. Add the parsley leaves, increase the heat to high and toss to coat. Divide the pasta among four warmed pasta bowls. Top with freshly grated Pecorino cheese and serve immediately.

BASIC TOMATO SAUCE
Makes 4 cups
1/4 cup extra-virgin olive oil
1 Spanish onion, chopped in 1/4-inch dice
4 garlic cloves, peeled and thinly sliced
3 tablespoons chopped fresh thyme leaves, or 1 tablespoon dried
1/2 medium carrot, finely shredded
2 (28-ounce) cans peeled whole tomatoes, crushed by hand and juices reserved
Salt, to taste

In a 3-quart saucepan, heat the olive oil over medium heat. Add the onion and garlic, and cook until soft and light golden brown, about 8 to 10 minutes. Add the thyme and carrot, and cook 5 minutes more, until the carrot is quite soft. Add the tomatoes and juice and bring to a boil, stirring often. Lower the heat and simmer for 30 minutes until as thick as hot cereal. Season with salt and serve. This sauce holds 1 week in the refrigerator or up to 6 months in the freezer.

12 April 2008

Stumbling on the Path to Citizenship

Whenever I hear about the issue of immigration and naturalization in the election, I am struck by broad strokes applied to this very heterogeneous group.  Immigrants are "othered," vilified as threats to U.S. security and economy, when the reality is that the majority of immigrants are law-abiding citizens who contribute to society through their labor, buying power, and citizenship.

For my Multicultural Psychology class, we read the book Children of Immigration by Carola Suarez-Orozco & Marcelo Suarez-Orozco; the book synthesizes decades of research on immigrants, painting a rich portrait of the immigrant experience while also highlighting the rich diversity of these experiences. The difficult part is remembering that immigration isn't just an "issue." It is a life experiences for thousands of people, and we can learn so much by attending to these life stories. As a child of immigrants, I have always been peripherally aware of my family's immigration history. It is only recently that I have begun to ask what the experience was really like for my parents. What was it like for my newly-wed parents to live in separate countries for almost three years? How did they manage to make their way up out of poverty, living in Chicago in the basement of our family friends, and into the middle class life of the suburbs? What is it like for my parents to help out their brothers and sisters with their own immigration to the U.S.? Why is it that my parents have been here for almost 30 years, yet still do not feel American? What are the legal issues and overall challenges in this immigration and naturalization process?

This article in the New York Times tells the story of legal immigrants in the US who sought citizenship through naturalization, unaware of the unforgiving process before them.

SELINSGROVE, Pa. — Dr. Pedro Servano always believed that his journey from his native Philippines to the life of a community doctor in Pennsylvania would lead to American citizenship.

But the doctor, who has tended to patients here in the Susquehanna Valley for more than a decade, is instead battling a deportation order along with his wife.

The Servanos are among a growing group of legal immigrants who reach for the prize and permanence of citizenship, only to run afoul of highly technical immigration statutes that carry the severe penalty of expulsion from the country. For the Servanos, the problem has been a legal hitch involving their marital status when they came from the Philippines some 25 years ago.

Largely overlooked in the charged debate over illegal immigration, many of these are long-term legal immigrants in the United States who were confident of success when they applied for naturalization, and would have continued to live here legally had they not sought to become citizens.

As applications for naturalization have surged, overburdened federal examiners, under pressure to make quick decisions and also weed out any security risks, prefer to err on the side of rejection, immigration lawyers and independent researchers said. In 2007, 89,683 applications for naturalization were denied, about 12 percent of those presented.

In the last 12 years, denial rates have been consistently higher than at any time since the 1920s.
. . .

Dr. Servano and his wife, Salvacion, lived for years in the United States with no inkling they might have violated the law. They met in the Philippines when she was a nurse and he was a young traveling doctor. Her strict father insisted she marry, they said, but his family wanted him to wait.

In the early 1980s, their mothers came separately to the United States as legal immigrants and petitioned for residence visas, known as green cards, for Pedro and Salvacion under the category of unmarried children. But between the time the visas were requested and when they were issued in 1985, Pedro and Salvacion, hoping to escape conflicting parental demands, secretly married in the Philippines.

Unaware that their marriage could have violated the terms of their green cards, the Servanos settled in the United States. He completed a second medical residency here and began to practice in blue-collar towns where he made house calls and was known for attention to everyday ills. He and Salvacion married in New Jersey in 1987. They renewed their green cards punctually.

“My goal is to be fully functional and integrated into the society,” Dr. Servano said. They presented their 1991 naturalization applications without seeking a lawyer.

Immigration inspectors reviewing their applications discovered a record of their Philippine marriage. Accused of lying, they were ordered deported. In years of immigration court appeals, the Servanos had no opportunity to present broader evidence of their character, their lawyers said.

08 April 2008

The best romantic movie, Part I: Before Sunrise

I've been feeling a little emo lately, so I thought that I'd rewatch one of favorite movies, and what I think is the best romance ever: Before Sunrise (1995). Directed by Richard Linklater and starring Ethan Hawke (Jesse) and Julie Delpy (Celine), the movie is essentially about Love. Two strangers meet on a train to Vienna, connect, and decide to spend an entire day together until they must leave the next day. 


The movie's original trailer

All "before sunrise," they go through so many of the phases of courtship and love: the initial chemistry that causes the spark (the body language in this film is brilliant), an intense curiosity about the other person's quirks and innermost thoughts, the infatuation and idealization, then the inevitable realization that the other person isn't so perfect and can honestly be quite annoying, and the undeniable feeling that you must be with him/her again despite all his/her foibles and inconvenient circumstances. Then there's also the reality that Love might be there and be very real, yet it may not be enough for the uncertain future. 

I love this movie for all its earnestness and its portrayal of human vulnerability. Our lives can dramatically change when we live in the here-and-now (see the sequel Before Sunset and you'll know what I'm talking about) and when we take that leap towards human connection. Here's my favorite scene from the movie, a perfect example of the movie's sensitivity to the human condition:


My favorite line of the movie:
If there's any kind of magic in this world it must be in the attempt of understanding someone, sharing some thing. I know, it's almost impossible to succeed, but who cares really? The answer must be in the attempt. 

17 March 2008

Peruse this post, nary a cursory glance

In my penchant for pedantry, I find great delight in learning of words and phrases which are often misused. One of my favorite segments from National Public Radio (WNYC) is the word expert, Patricia O'Conner's, who speaks every third Wednesday on the Leonard Lopate Show.

One of the more memorable lessons was the misuse of the word "peruse," which is often taken to mean looking over something in a superficial manner. In fact, the word connotes a more detailed examination. According to Merriam-Webster.com, the definition is:
1 a: to examine or consider with attention and in detail : study
b
: to look over or through in a casual or cursory manner
2
: read; especially : to read over in an attentive or leisurely manner

Etymology: Middle English, to use up, deal with in sequence, from Latin per- thoroughly + Middle English usen to use.
Dorky linguaphiles will find more fun grammar tidbits on O'Conner website http://www.grammarphobia.com. Also, feel free to peruse this website from Princeton University for more commonly misused words and expressions.

16 February 2008

Thoughts and Prayers

...are with those on the Northern Illinois University campus and all those affected by the tragic shooting on Thursday. Although the gunman (Steve Kazmierczak) let out fire at NIU, he was currently enrolled as a graduate student at the University of Illinois-Champaign Urbana. He could have easily chosen UIUC as his target - the school where my little brother goes, the school I almost attended. Sadly, part of me has become detached from the all the images of violence I see on the news...but suddenly it all hit very close to home. My throat feels like it is closing up and my eyes tear just thinking of losing my brother. I cannot imagine what immense heartache is experienced those at NIU right now. At the same time, I feel such sadness for Kazmierczak's family. They lost a loved one, and I hope that we can empathize with that as well.

10 February 2008

Cupcake challenge!

My friend/fellow classmate Kimmy and her fiance, Michael, are getting married this July. They are having an official wedding ceremony/reception in New Jersey and a second, more informal reception in Minnesota for those who cannot make it to NJ. Kimmy and Michael decided to forgo a traditional wedding cake for their MN reception in favor of....a glazed donut and cupcake arrangement!!! And who did they commission to make the cupcakes? ME!!! I am sooooo excited!!! Recently, I've been thinking about how much I love cooking and baking...this is a great way for me to indulge my secret dream of a food-related career.

Anyway, I am not sure what the happy couple wants for their flavors, but I'm sure that my roommates, classmates, and friends won't mind if I test out recipes on them! Luckily, I have 5 months to test out recipes and perfect my decorating technique (I decided I'm going to sign up for a Wilton cake decorating course at Michael's or Jo-Ann). In celebration of this wonderful opportunity, here is a portfolio of some of my work:

Orange-Carrot Cupcakes w/ Orange Cream Cheese Frosting and topped with Basic 4 cereal
Recipe adapted from Epurious.com...the proportions of that recipe were whack.


Devil's Food layer cake with Mocha Buttercream Frosting
Not a cupcake, but I'm proud nonetheless. Recipe from Magnolia Bakery cookbook.


Devil's Food w/ Vanilla Buttercream Frosting
Recipe from Magnolia Bakery cookbook


White Cake w/ Strawberrberry Preserve filling and Mint-Cream Cheese Frosting, topped w/ unsweetened coconut
A moderately successful experiment.


Chocolate-Chai^2 cupcakes (in honor of my Statistics final)
One of the best cupcakes I've made! Homemade chai spice kicks ass.
Recipe courtesy of Cupcake Blog


Red Velvet Cupcakes w/ Cream Cheese Frosting, Strawberries, and Blueberries
Recipe adapted from my friend Tina's grandmother and Epicurious.com


Lemon Cupcakes with Lemon Buttercream frosting
Recipe from Magnolia Bakery cookbook


The infamous boob cupcakes! Conceived by my own crazy mind.
Lemon cupcake w/ lemon buttercream flesh, chocolate buttercream areolas, and choc chip nips

08 February 2008

Hillary's Cookies

Just one of the many hilarious satirical Swiftkids videos on YouTube...

28 January 2008

Potential laptop crisis

My Dell laptop has been slowly treading in a downward spiral for the last few months. I noticed a while ago that I would have to press down on the power button really hard and for several seconds to turn it on. Then my power supply suddenly died on me (I think that the wires were mangled and snapped from wrapping it around itself). I ordered a replacement from some website that claimed it was an authentic Dell power supply....Well it didn't exactly look like my old one, but it worked. So I have been using the sketchy power supply for the last month. Now, the computer is taking longer and longer to boot, and I'm having to press down so hard that I am getting finger cramps. AND this freaky red light keeps flashing on the battery indicator LED.

DOES ANYONE HAVE A CLUE WHAT IS GOING ON?!?!?

Some searching on the google leads me to believe that the battery is dying, but does that mean I can just replace it? Will I have to get a new laptop? Right now I'm freaking out because my external hard drive I ordered should be arriving sometime this week...and I am praying my laptop will hold out until then. I am kicking myself for putting off getting the HD for so long.

Please offer any insight or advice!

09 January 2008

Big Girls Don't Cry...or Should They?

Primary Election Season is upon us and the hope of change (everyone else is throwing it around, why can't I?) for our country just over the horizon. I have been somewhat lackadaisical about keeping up with the campaigns up until this last couple of weeks. As you probably know by now, Obama won the Iowa Caucus for the Dems. Today, Clinton gave a huge "BOOYAH!" to all the media pundits out there, defying projections to take the New Hampshire Primary. Analysts say that a major reason for this is the support of female voters. Some have postulated that Clinton became more of a sympathetic, likable candidate after her uncharacteristic display of emotion the day before, in response to a question about how she manages to campaign every day.



Alright, I am definitely in support of having our candidates be human, authentic, and empathic. But this kind of standard for a female politician bothers me quite a bit. Clinton is often criticized for her tough exterior and for not showing her emotions. Male candidates have been similarly lambasted in the past (Al Gore, John Kerry). Now that Hillary Clinton has shown some vulnerability (postulated by some as a calculated stunt...to me, it does seem a tiny bit stilted in emotionality, but perhaps that is because it is not her usual style), there are critics out there calling her a "cry baby" and label her as becoming "emotional." Would a male get the same criticism? I don't think so. And why is her likability predicated on her appearing more soft (and more "feminine?").

This campaign captures my attention because of the interesting gender and racial dynamics that are at play. For example, I have been reading some comments on YouTube about the two Dem candidates...and one person said that Obama was "preachy, melodramatic, and self-righteous." Clinton has even accused Obama for giving Americans "false hope." To me, Obama is inspirational and evokes the type of rhetoric of civil rights leaders and (interestingly), preachers. Would a White candidate with the same rhetorical style be criticized in the same way? I've heard many say that Obama reminds them of JFK, who was also a young candidate that evoked a similar sense of hope for the future. On another note, my dad was saying that he doesn't think that Obama would be elected if he were the Democratic nominee because he believes that there are enough prejudiced (mostly older, White, moderate) Democrats out there who would either abstain from voting or vote some other way. I see his point, and it really saddens me. My dad guesses that maybe in two or three more generations, that won't be the case. I hope that the American people prove us wrong.